trying to maintain

Wow!, mom always told me " life doesn't get any better, you just get better at coping with it." I love this time of year, but it is hard when your alone. I am tired of being alone. I have a lot on my plate and not enough room to stomach it so I brush what I can't eat aside and I feel wasteful.I need some relief so I am praying for a miracle. Life is like a mirror, it's a reflection of how you see yourself. I see myself sucessful and independent. I also see myself as alone. I don't want to feel this way anymore. I guess I need to reflect on why I am here and what got me here.