thanksgiving

I am so ready to kick back with a big plate of dressing and enjoy my family. Mom always makes dressing and the sisters get together and make a feast. This will be the third year Shawn has been dead.I used to get up and cook all that food. I miss him during this time of year. I am thankful for the family I have but I sure do miss my husband. Its hard to be cheerful when you feel like something is missing. I am thankful for who and where i am today. I am thankful for my kids and I am thankful that he walked in and out of my life.So as the years go by and the holidays come and go I will always have bittersweet memories to reflection. That I am thankful for.